god hates me and other reasons why i am doomed to be alone.

why do i only meet the guys who completely capture my interest one month before im shipping out?! i mean honestly. i've lived here for almost half a decade and in that time i failed to meet anyone even the slightest bit dateable. (with one or two amazing exceptions.) and now, less than a month before i leave its like they're bussing 'em in.

this saturday i went out with roommate, et. al. and i met and talked with two of the best guys ive met in austin yet. of course i met both of them in the twilight of my time here. M.N. who you might remember as "the soulmate" and now D.H. the cellist who i am totally crushing on even though ive only talked with the both of them for maybe, a combined 5 hours.

but its too bad so sad for me because i am not a whore (and neither are these amazing fellows - unfortunately for all involved im sure.) and ive only 3 weeks before im shipped off to the place where fun (and homos) go to die. or at least to live in relative obscurity.

this is so depressing. i need a cookie.