Tuesday, October 17, 2006

seperated at birth?

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this my friends, is pure evil.

cansei de ser sexy

why is brazil so much cooler than america?

i offer you this as proof:

Monday, October 16, 2006

welcome back, kah-terrrr

this weekend i was invited by a wonderful person, my good friend C.M. who is not reading this even though i gave her the link and told her she has to come and read this because if she doesn't no one will...ahem, i digress.

this weekend i was invited by C.M. to meet her good friends K&B (who they will be collectively refered, for practical reasons) who are a delightful young gay couple. having resigned myself to a lonely and non-gay existence i decided it wouldn't hurt to meet some gays, even if they are from out of town.

and i had so much fun with them. and of course C.M. but it left me feeling very strange. i have been looking for something recently, and im not sure exactly what it is, but i think i might have found it.

after having a great time just being out and laughing and joking, i was reminded of my quaint little piece of the digital landscape and visited myself here at my favorite mistakes. and i really missed the guy i used to be. where i was once hopeful, and bright-eyed, some might even say nice - a sort of darker, jaded version now rests.

i hope that i can regain a little bit of that and i think it might be easier to start here. you know, where no one ever visits anymore. we'll see what we can do. but in the meantime, im leaving you with free hugs.